My New Life Story Blog

Tire ~

Working in hotel for more than 1 month edi . . . so Faz the time passed. I pass my single life more than almost 3 month . . . Lately my work at hotel was so fucKing busy, my life become nothing else but working n sleeping which not more than 6 hours everyday !!! So fucking bullshit, i used to sleep 9 hours at least everyday laz time hahaha. Seriously, i still miss her ~ Whenever i am tire n driving home, my mind was empty n thinking of her ~ i know this is shit ... no one gonna believe me that i will still missing her i guess :-( I promise her that i will love her forever, I promise her i will wait for her. I guess i still doing both of it :-) My life getting sucks day by day ,when can someone bring me out from here . . . i duwan to xXx alone ~ ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
CAN I SAY 1 more time biIi biIi I MISS YOU zzZZZZ ! i guess she will answer me back wats da point saying all this bullshit ~ or else she will answer me ok u say liao , enough ^^
Why am i so girly typing all this sad shit stuff ? i also cant answer, i guess becoz i got no one to talk to ? i donno who can i find to talk to ? i juz know to xXx , weak ~ FUCK U BOLT >.<''''

Love Box Album

The memories that belong to us always brings my real sweet...sweet with my whole my heart and tears falling every night when i miss you, sometimes i even drive to somewhere to shout..i don't know wats more my feeling through u ,i don't know how to explain and i don't want to show my love anymore, becoz i know it was my wrong ME Yes i know is ME.

ONce in a while all a sudden i will have weird feelings,but i don't know why, it was me who wan make all tis happen but why myself to get suffer toO, i will still drop tears without reason, am i still loving you or i just cant forget about you as my love one tat is not going to be with me any any MORE...Now i know,everything because i get used to be you everyday, n sms with you every moment in the past, you was the one who make me every moment thinking of u, i already get used to it n now how i going to not do SO...all the while I'm hiding my feelings when i going out and just being happy as long as i can tahan...ya~i did it..i did every step to forget you,not to think you,not to find you,not to check anything of you,its not imposible but is super duber HARD
Taking up the LOve Box ALbum u made need a lot of brave, i never feel opening a photo album need a lot of brave b4

But when i look all our pictures,i smile with a lot a lot of my tears..Every single picture makes me thinks a lot of memories... i never finish the album since that day i cry becoz of missing you... NEVER !!!! SO bloody fucking shit up with my life now

Billie D Stewpid

Who ask you so stupid,why go see and check her things again...,see wat she picture she likes, see dao she get hugged, still wan sms her, so childish, still wan ask people for wat nah!!dai c lar..made yourself so suffer now,brain thinking wan find alcohol only and dun feel do anything again,SHIT you BILLIE OH !really dai lan ngong lar you sei so hai,you should WAKE UP..you the one who give up people, now people got Her Own LIFE, OWN BF, No need YOU BILLIE OH LEE TECK A N Y M O R E

我很想念你

我和她已经分手快2个月. . .

I Really miss you beEe, but i know everything cannot be turn back anymore because i hurt you too deep.

My never grown up childish minded and playful heart made me do a very bad step on our relationship.

Many people said that you only will start miss someone after she had left you, only will realized without her you are nothing, only will remember those days we spend together, and started to regret on our behavior.

I finally know those feeling, and i wont blame anyone for this because i make it possible, i made it happen, me myself.

Finally i understand what you told me when i left you behind.

But you never give up on me when i did it on you, you cry alone, you hurt yourself to calm down.

I still remember u even curi-curi buy me McD lunch even it takes all your pocket money tat u left.

You have to starving the whole day at college the 2nd day after u bought me McD.

Me n her start our relationship on the 2 of October 2008, 3 days b4 our MIB graduation day.
I was the one who chase her during our MIB training period.
That time she training in a Japanese Bakery Shop KL with Wai Leng n Joyce.
While i training at Hyatt KK with Linda.
Everyday we sms with each other, no matter we at work or at home or even go out with frens.
Our sms usually more than 50 everyday.
Talk about we sms even we going out with frens, my fav place to hang out those time was going cc play dota with frens, each time i go cc, i have to cheat her that i go watch movie or go yam cha with fren or some other things.
Because if she know that i go cc, she will get angry n moody n don choi me for the rest of the day.
Then i have to Tam her every time if she get angry knowing me at cc playing game because when i play game, i will reply her short short msg or very long time only reply her. This time she already get used to msg with me n starting to fall in love with me edi hehehe
Even her frens training with her also say that we like couple jor even we havent start our relationship ^^
Still remember those days sometimes she will call me n wake me up early in the morning b4 i go to work morning shift, and she even said that she purposely go into toilet n call me wake up. How Sweet was that ~>.<~

I didnt dare to face to face ask for chances to be together during our middle training v had to go back MIB for our adv diploma exam. Because all those month, i only know how to sms her, even call also i cant talk much coz i dont get used to talk with gal, how noob am i.
I did some good n some bad during our adv diploma exam, i sayang her hair with full of my love to her tat time n she can feel it too. But the bad things was i rejected going eat japanese buffet with she n those gal because i go play dota at wangsa maju with my dota gang ~>.<~ Just like tat beautiful days pass very fast, i go back KK cont my training without any new improvent with her. But we still everyday sms n msn n even start to see webcam yeapieE ~ Although we sms everyday, in the sms there will be got very very sweet msg n also got fight Sometimes we even call n fight the whole nite till morning. I still remember she always warn me that if i make her angry 1 more time, she wont give me anymore chances to be together, she only give me 2 at the beginning but then the 3rd was i beg her for almost few days only she give me, Few days before our graduation day, we fight again, i feel so struggle tat time because few more days i going to meet her as her new bf. Why we wan to fight again, i beg her n tam her n do everything i can hope can get things better. At 1st, she promise to come fetch me from KL Centre when i reach KL, but after v quarrel b4 i get to KL, she said that she only come to fetch me then drop me n go away. Who knows, when i reach KL Centre, she didnt really angry me, she just scare i not serious to have real relationship with her, so v head over to Mid Valley straight after that. After 3 month i never saw her cute face, the 1st sight i saw her sitting in her full of hello kitty accessories Myvi, my brain was i got a beautiful n cute face gf ...am i dreaming ? After v reach Mid Valley n found a parking juz a floor down from the Cinema. Donno where come d energy n brave, i automatically hold her hand when v reach Mid Valley Shopping Centre. That was the 1st time v hold our hand in Mid Valley Shopping Centre the 1st day v start our relationship Not only that, i even curi curi kiss her lips inside cinema for the 1st time also. So that means v have a lot of our 1st time in Mid Valley hehehe

Penang Trip

Penang Trip
Tze Jun, Rudy Yap, Billie, Cheiw Pei

Satay Ayam ~

Chut Chut ~ Because u have to suck it hard ( extremely HOT )

From Left to Right
Kat Zai Shun Wei ( BIG ), Watermelon ( Med ), Soursoup ( Med )

This picture no edit ( light effect ), captured by Tze Jun

When we eating, got free performance by a lady singing

Enjoying the lady singing after finishing our dinner :-)

Laksa Bowl, Penang Fried Kuih Teow, Pizza toO
But i forgot to take those photo tat time haizZ

Dear posting

Rudy weird post with the mix sushi plate

Tze Jun don wan look at camera >.< '''

Yeah Happy Friendship ^^
So glad to have someone take photo for us

After eating, v do some walking along the street

Supper time ^^ V drop bye an indian mamak stall
Selling various type of Soup
I ordered Ekor Lembu with roti kosong share with my dear
The soup is very nice

Guess what is this ?
OMGUSHHH
** Cow DICK **

This one is Full COW **didi**

NaaN Garlic from the mamak stall

Dear Ordered Ice Kacang Biasa
Before going back to hotel, i bought myself a glass of Hot Fresh Cow Milk
Reason : After drinking can get sleep easily

{ Next morning }